I heart you.

04Jul10

I am sick. Ah, yea sick. I have been discharged like finally, I don’t know if I can do physical education on Tuesday ): Okay done.


I am not feeling well, ah crap. I want to do my homeworks and finish it up by tomorrow, with my condition like this I don’t think I can finish it on time. Baby is coming back sooon, I miss him so much. I see two laptop, I feel like fainting *faints. I think I am going to get some sleep, my head is killing me alot ):


Imissyou<3

15Jun10

So I am currently not feeling well, I think I got too much air-con for the pass few days.

We rehearse at Republic Poly today, it was damn echo-ing. It was damn tiring, even though we always have the same number of re-tries in school. But this time we all had to put extra effort, since the sound will bounce back and everything. I did messed up some parts, cause my clarinet wasn’t co-operating at all. I was very flat and sharp and this goes to show my stamina and my embrasure isn’t that good. Anyways, the spotlight was blocking my eyesight a lot. I couldn’t look up and see Mr.Goh’s conducting. Not to mention it was freezinnggg like hell. Most of the time I was shaking :S We also had fun during our break time, we were playing around in the hall playing hide and seek and chillax and laugh at what Ching Kang does, he was oh-so-hyper. Ended at 12.50p.m, we headed back to school. Christine and I was sleeping at the front seat, It was tiring. Very.

Now I am missing my dearest boyfriend, I think I am going to stop typing “I MISS KHAIRUL IRFAN” I guess he gets it. I know he misses me too, I still hug care bear imagining thats him ): I want to cry already, kay la I want to sleep. Im really exhausted and feeling uber sick )’:


Maafkan aku ):

08Jun10

“Lemah Hati Menginginkan Mu ..

I don’t know why but I want to write this in Malay, sorry.

Untuk kekasihku yang dicintai, Mohamed Khairul Irfan bin Mohamed Razib.

Ingatkah kamu pada bulan ini? Bulan yang paling istimewa untuk kita berdua. Ingatkah kamu pada bulan ini cinta kita mula berpetik. Jikalau aku yang bersalah, aku berharap engkau dapat maafkan aku dan memeberiku peluang. Andainya aku tidak baik untukmu, aku hendak engkau tahu bahawa aku amat mencintai mu walaupun aku tidak seberapa bertanding dengan perempuan yang lain. Jikalau aku tidak sempurna, maafkan aku. Jikalau aku tidak baik untukmu, maafkan aku. Aku sayang engkau Khairul Irfan ):


bored.

17May10

I am bored, I got my hair cut and my long frindge. Anyhos, I am bored really bored. Was suppose to go out with the girls to catch a movie, but well I have the cold. Boyfriend is out with his friends, simply I am rotting like hell at home tryna find something good to do. I have been waiting for my boyfriend to text me since 12p.m but well its not buzzing. My cold is getting worst, I am sneezing like there is no tomorrow. Throat is getting better, I have not eaten my lunch, yes I HAVE NOT. Cause mom insisted she clean the house first before eating -.-. Now its 3p.m, I have been rotting since forever, I wanna watch the last song with boyfriend. But it seems that he doesnt want to watch any movie, eventhough I keep bugging him after one movie and another. Haiyaa, I wonder when we can actually watch a nice movie together. I have so much in list, but well I guess I will just watch it online or with my sisters. Talking about online, I shall watch Percy Jackson online now. Goodbye, when my boyfriend messages me ddo tell me. wtheeell alisya -.-


09May10

Happy Mummy’s Day to my crazy,beautiful mother. Thank you for everything that you have done for me. From the scoldings/nagging to the love you given me. I love ya mummy !


First of all I would like to thank all of them *looks down, for all their great supports and their motivations towards me. Especially to my clarinets section and the newly Secondary Ones whom I shall torture.

Secondly to my dearest Khairul Irfan who is resting at home due to his horrible sickness, “GET WELL SOON BABY!”

Okay I shall do a proper post before I am gone to HIATUS.

Yesterday marks the day my awesome seniors steps down, its pretty much upsetting because obviously everyone in band will miss all their craps and their debates with each other. Definitely going to miss Syahirah and Hui Min, Fadhilah, Kai Lun and Salina a lot from my section. Who the hell is going to hit my head so hard when I blow the wrong notes ? Whom is going to lift up my clarinet whenever it touches my knee ? Who is going to scold me “YOUR HEAD LA” whenever I blow the wrong notes ? Who is going to tease me whenever I message boyfriend while having break ? Who is going to sing her lungs out when all of us are bored for sectionals and when we are cleaning our instruments ? Who is going to make funny faces at me whenever I am bored or down ? Who is going to irritate me ? Thank god there’s still Lai Man , Jia Ling and Amanda. But still its really upsetting to not see them at all after this. Yes I will still see them around in school, but the atmosphere is different now. Goodness, listening to the poetry made by Aslam, Sayid, Shane , Syazwan and Hafiz made me cry so much. Syahirah started crying and I started crying, everyone hugged me and told me that they will still be there for me even though they aren’t in band anymore. I think I will keep imagining Hui Min is playing Novena with me and hearing Syahirah singings and seeing Fadhilah and Hui Min bullying each other. And also seeing Syahirah and Salina fighting about the stands. I will keep imagining the  scoldings and naggings from Kai Lun, from the start of my year in band till yesterday oh gossh. Now there’s 2 empty sits beside me, who is going to fill that up since my section is getting smaller. I am going to miss Aslam and Nisa debates about their sections . Oh damn I feel like crying already . Last words I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH D:


immatures.

08Apr10

I still don’t get it, so what all of us shouted at Joshua when he walked pass our class. Seriously, yeah he was our PSL but now he ain’t. We are all now regular friends, seriously. Even he didn’t take it hard when all of us went ‘JOSSHHUUAAA’ we were just having some fun and its of coz’ irritating seeing him walking pass our class through and fro. Yes he wants to see Nichole, all of us are aware of that. But hey yous should know our class better Karen. Not tryna be rude but seriously, our class is rude but we are also kind at times. So what we are “asshole nuthead” , you are too coz’ you are obvs part of the class. Of coz some people will be unhappy if we call the person short or whatever, but hey we were just joking. Why are you so sencitive about it ? At least Joshua didnt scold us, we know when to stop alright ? If you are unhappy with the class’ attitude you are always welcome to write down your thoughs in our class blog. You are still 2/2 rigghhtt .. ? Yes we are rude to our Home Tutor. Please tell me you had never disrespect her before? Like seriously, even us the councillors disrespect her. Her class is boring and we wanted some entertainment, it won’t hurt to have a little fun . Yes we did all overboard, but thats just us. Sorry if you are not happy with what I posted, but I just want to clear certain stuffs. Ty.


Gravity.

31Mar10

I feel like posting , i-don’t-know-why.

Got home really early today, straight after school. Since today is my rest day, I shall make full use of it. Speech day rehearsal has been tiring, I know you’ll go “But you sit down and blow only what?” But still, you are using your breath to blow long notes. Its tiring obvs, yesterday performed for assembly. Scary, Hui Min and me started to ‘shiver’ it was really cold anyway. Somehow the school enjoyed it even though I did screw up a little :S And so tomorrow there’s another rehearsal for speech day, lets just hope we wont screw up again so that the UG wont have to do their hentak kaki or what so ever again and again. I dont have time for boyfriend anymore for these past 2 weeks. We are both busy on our own separate lives, I miss us a lot. =(


Promise.

28Mar10

GOODBYE MAY COME AS A SHOCK … “




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